So update... horray I suppose. I've been busy despite not being employed. I've been looking for a job almost every day and riding my bike a lot. Although now it's over at Mark's so I'm not able to use it cause he's not home! I went to a job fair yesterday. Nothing really exciting, it was rather small and uneventful. I did get a pretty awesome Rockem Sockem Robots-esque pen from SPSS (a statistical analysis software company). I'm just rather upset that I haven't heard back from anyone really about jobs. I wish they would at least just reject me so I wouldn't hang on to a slim chance that I might still get a job. It saddens me that I'm not employed, although I know a lot of people aren't and my mom even told me it took my dad 6 months to get a job out of college. I'm starting to think that I should just go ahead and get a job at Caribou Coffee or something and keep searching for something more substantial for now.
That mixed with my friend suddenly moving out to Arizona have been toying with my emotions and I'm rather touchy lately. I don't like being such a loose cannon, but I don't know how to control it I suppose. Sometimes I think I'm just plain crazy how I go from one end to another. I suppose it's just a side effect of stress. I just hate feeling depressed.... nothing is working out and everything seems topsy-turvy. I guess I just was too confident about the way everything would turn out.
well this is just a minuscule rant about my apparent crankiness. I really don't have anything nice to say so I'll cut this short. I'll hope for better days.
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